Put your disclaimer/welcome msg/rules/a bigbig banner, anythingggg.

I love to play games. Carik aku ah kay.

I'm sick and I still went online. Just for you. But you...

Nvm, i love you anyways.

Written by Frha V. on the 25th of July 09.



HEH.

Written by Frha V. on the 25th of July 09.


Alright alright. I know you people will be like "What? What's with the song?" But hey, I'm happy today and I love this song. I liked the Singapore version as well.



Okay so I personally liked the advertisement. Is that something to be embarrassed about? Anyway, P.E was supposedly fun but because I didn't join the captain's ball, I ended up playing badminton with Shabrina. But it really felt like I was playing (because the game was freaking wild). I was also standing at the most unluckiest place while playing badminton because I got hit by the balls from ALL THE CLASSES umpteen times ! Oh, and I got hit at the head, neck, arms, back and my BUTT. Practically every part of my body yeah. I got hit by the shuttlecock too. At the most UNAPPROPRIATE AREA and the most amusing thing is that, it was so exact. HA-HA.



See, see. I'm bloody skinny and I look like a guy?
I scored full marks for the spelling test ! And I'm euphoric about it because it was last minute revision. Okay okay, enough bragging already. So, I spent time with Z today after school. And I'm very, very, very, very, VERY, very, very HAPPYYYYYYYYY about it. Shan't elaborate further. I'm just glad this feeling of solitude is completely over. I love you baby.

P.S Enjoy your gig tomorrow but please, try to be careful. Although it is impossible.

Written by Frha V. on the 24th of July 09.




I was a happy baby. Always smiling, always laughing and very, very chubby. I had nothing to worry about. No studies, no problems, no BOYFRIENDS. Everybody loves me. Everybody won't dare to hurt me. And even if they dared, my heart would just be too simple to understand the feeling of solitude. What happened? I'm sixteen. Worrying about my not-at-all splendid results, worrying about the future, worrying about the O's, worrying about boyfriends. Worse, I have a lot of health problems that nobody wants to know about. (And never will.) I'm weak. Very, very weak. I can't endure any other unstable emotions that will eventually drive me to my grave. I... Am weak. And I... Am begging you. Stop this nonsense and make me happy. Happier than anyone else can.




I won a ticket to a very, VERY, very, very, very WILD roller coaster ride and got myself into some complicated problems that nobody can understand. I was dreaming my day away today and it's all because of you. Let me have some peace, will ya?


Anyway, I had my preliminary oral exams today and I was utterly disappointed with my picture discussion. Yes, the teacher complimented me on my reading, saying my reading was superb that she had to give me full marks for it ! BUT she was rather shocked to see me struggling for my picture discussion. Nonetheless, I did pretty well for my conversation. I didn't pause, I did not stumble on any words that I intend to say, I kept talking. In PROPER ENGLISH. With RELEVANT points. So I'm hoping for the best. Good luck to the rest of the students who will be taking the prelim oral next Friday.

Written by Frha V. on the 23rd of July 09.


Breathe in, breathe out, take it easy, calm down. I was absent from school today and fortunately I didn't, because I just had difficulty breathing an hour ago. (Also the reason why I blogged now.) I think I'm asthmatic because I swear I never ate prawns just now. (Alah, asthma je.) The song above makes me happy. I hope it does to you faithful readers too.

Written by Frha V. on the 21st of July 09.



And I got accepted. Anyone joining too?
I was sent back home early today so friends, if you wondered why you never spotted me, I was at home, eating my medicine so that the allergy reaction will subside. I wonder if the pasta I ate earlier on for recess contain prawns or prawn paste or anything that have to do with prawns. But nonetheless, Dad suspects I'm asthmatic.

I brought my digital camera to school so I have pictures taken during recess. BTW, I wore a pink Peranakan costume lent by my dear classmate, Adele. Yeah, the decision to wear Cheongsam/Qipao was cancelled because nobody had spare Cheongsam/Qipao costumes and by then, it was too late for me to get one myself. In addition, I saw a super, duper cute couple wearing black on the way to school and I was suddenly reminded of last year's RHD when Z and I wore pink together. Oh the memories~ Well, you should have seen them [;

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A special thank you to the person who complimented me that. It was the most flattering comment I've received today although I am obviously the total opposite.

P.S Don't worry so much Baby, I'll be fine. And I'm, again, touched by your late night message. ILYSM.

Written by Frha V. on the 20th of July 09.



As we were walking down the slope in the carpark, I felt as if the world was swallowing me up. I gasped for breath and tried to reach out to an object. In my heart, I was crying out 'air... oxygen.. please...'. And I cried when I realised I really couldn't breathe in anything. I was breathing hard. I swear I tried. I thought I was gonna die back there. And as I grasped my parents' hands tightly, the first person I thought of was HIM. Yes, Z. I couldn't understand why but I was dead serious I needed him so much. I want him to be there, complete with my family. I... Wanted to look at his face. But not being able to, makes me less willing to be alive and as a result, I wanted to give up trying to breathe. I almost gave up. Almost did. But the doctors and nurses were there to save me. And thank God. That's why I'm here now. (Although still breathing hard.)

P.S PLEASE ALWAYS BE WITH ME BABY BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.

Written by Frha V. on the 18th of July 09.


I must admit that today was exhilarating/euphoric !! I was just so, so elated that today's date were a total success except for before the movie started. (It's an inside thing. YOU know, I know eh?) And do you guys wanna see who I went out with? I bet everyone is curious. Because RUMOURS just spreads like wildfire. I can't be bothered at all [:















Bonuses (featuring Zaini, taken by fXha, scrollable):

There were pictures taken at night when we sat for a while in a park but I won't upload them. Seriously, I do pass by some people's blogs and EVERY DIRTY LITTLE PHOTOS were uploaded. I mean, who'd wanna see them BERMOTEK? Get me? Disgusting, you know. Dirty little secrets are meant for a couple to share. And not for everyone to GOSSIP about -.-

Highlights of today:

1) Went STRAIGHT home to get changed then met Z
2) Booked the tix. For 12 people !!
3) Followed Z home and met with his mom. And err, his big bro?
4) KFC-ed then met up with Ira to pass the tix
5) Watched the movie at approximately 5.40pm
6) Went to a park at around 8 plus and took photos and talked and laughed and talked and then

Okay I'm home now anyway.

P.S My temperature is, once again, 37.9 just a few minutes ago. HOW?
P.S.S Awesome day with an awesome boyfriend. I love you. More than you know.


Written by Frha V. on the 17th of July 09